Showing posts with label infatuation. Show all posts
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The Surrogate, by Tessa Hadley

The Surrogate

SUMMARY AND ANALYSIS, by Nora Carranza

Carla is twenty years old and studies at a college. Patrick is a Shakespeare and XVII century poetry lecturer. He is seven or eight years older than his students.

He is tall and thin, has a small beer belly and wears glasses. Maybe he isn’t particularly good-looking, but Clara, in the circle of chairs of the lecture room, loves all his gestures and body details.

Despite her feelings, the girl is aware that she is only an average student, although sometimes the professor remarks some of her sharp views. She has no expectations; she believes she is not beautiful: at school, the kids called her “frog face”.

Clara, after the reading of an old moving poem, understands that she is shut out the professor’s life.

Anyway, Clara dreams about Patrick permanently, she spends hours imagining varied situations that would allow them both to meet, and that eventually he would fall in love with her. In her favourite scene, they walk through a green meadow and reach a gate that opens to a wood. The scene has a romantic atmosphere, and crossing the gate represents the passage from their single life to their life together. However, when the fantasy reaches the moment of kissing, Clara gets lost, confused, and she cannot go ahead. This is not the real thing.

At the second year at college, Clara was short of money and got a job in a pub, not at all a fashionable place like the old traditional pubs. No students or lecturers go there for a beer, but groups of men to watch sports in the TV screens.

One evening, while attending normal duties, Clara for a moment believed that Patrick was there, and she panicked. But the man there only looked like Patrick, in many aspects. Nonetheless, he didn’t have the educated accent of the professor and seemed very shy.

Yet the man came back with his friends again and again. She knew that he (whose name is not mentioned) wanted to see her, and his friends made fun of it.

The differences between the pub visitor and Patrick were evident for Clara, but all the same, she initiated their singular relationship.

For a couple of months, they didn’t really go out together, they did only one thing together, until she went on holidays. She pretended that it was Patrick who made love to her, but eventually admitted he wasn’t. In fact, the lover was Dave, here is the name he had.

Surprisingly, the story changes a lot because, after some time, Patrick and Clara got married! He had always loved his student, and one day he went for her. The dream came true.

With the time and life together, love changes, ideals disappear and everybody has to deal with real persons. Clara accepts that, and thinks she loves her husband, and they make a good couple.

She never met Dave again, she doesn’t even know his surname. When she remembers that time, Clara feels quite embarrassed, thinking how she treated him, wondering why he accepted that, what feelings he had.

A new surprise arrives with the end of the story: Clara is having fantasies again; this time Dave goes to her house, as the gas engineer he was, and, instead of repairing the boiler, audaciously starts kissing Clara.

Is this another dream to come true?

Does Clara need to escape her everyday life changing protagonists in her fantasy? Does Clara want to compensate her previous behaviour with fantasies?

Do we need fantasy to cope with real life? Do we always have fantasies about hidden desires and keep them secret?


QUESTIONS

-Does being in love with one’s teacher improve one’s learning? Why so? Why not?

-Why do you think we move our hands when we speak?

-What details that aren’t particularly attractive did the narrator like in her teacher?

-What do you know about Much Ado About Nothing? What “freedom of choice” is there in the play?

-Do teachers prefer getting in love with clever students or with attractive ones?

-What do you know about the Henry King and his poem mentioned in the story?

-Do you like reading poetry? Do you have a favourite poem / poet?

-What was the meaning of the image of the field with “bullocks jostling and clambering on to one another’s back”?

-What could be a difference between infatuation and real love? Was Carla only infatuated, or was she in love? How do you know?

-Tell us about Patrick and Carla’s personality and physical appearance.

-Why wasn’t any sex in her dreams?

-What do you know about Coleridge and The Ancient Mariner?

-Have you ever been to an English pub?

-What kind of job is a waiter / waitress? Is it well paid? Is it a qualified job?

-The surrogate was shy and so perhaps not very clever, according to the narrator. Do you think there is a relation between character and talent?

-What could be the difference between sexual harassment and seduction?

-“People come in physical types.” How true is this sentence?

-According to the narrator, flirting with the surrogate wasn’t dangerous because she wasn’t in love with him. Why love could be dangerous?

-What do you think about cleaning your car / flat in expectation of a flirt?

-She was bored when the gas engineer told her about his job. What is the kind of conversation that bores / bothers you most?

-“He was a man: he didn’t turn me down.” Is it always true? Is it a cliché? Have a look at this: No means no in older times: scene of Love for Love, by Congreve (Act II, Scene XI)

-What is your opinion about the theory that says love only lasts three years?

-Would it be a good idea to tell Patrick about Dave? Why?

-Why, in your opinion, does she dream now about Dave?

-Why was there in her dreams a transition from romanticism to pseudo pornography?

 

VOCABULARY

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As Much Love as Possible, by Graham Swift

As Much Love as Possible, by Nora Carranza

“As Much Love as Possible” explains an apparently eventless evening when two old friends, Alec and Bill, spend a few hours drinking whisky.

Alec invites Bill to come home and share a bottle of an old and appreciated Macallan, considering that his wife Sue would be out with her friends. Bill was also alone, his wife being away with her parents.

When Bill arrives, Sue is about to leave, and looks fantastic, it seems she has a kind of shine in herself. She welcomes Bill with a generous hug.

Years ago, Bill didn’t try to make any move to approach Sue, he considered she was the right girl for Alec, and gave the precedence to his good friend.  It was a good decision and, in a short time, he met Sophie, they got married and had two kids.

Alec and Sue took some years before they had twins, probably they enjoyed that time just for them together. By now, the twins were 4 or 5 years old, Bill wasn’t sure, although he was their godfather.

Alec had forgotten to call the taxi for Sue, but Bill offered himself for a ride to the restaurant.

But when Bill drove to the restaurant, he felt as if he and Sue were a couple having a date. Sue was grateful to Bill, explained about her two friends, they all had gone to the same hair academy, and now each one had her own salon, financed by Alec.

Bill asked himself when he and Sue will be together in such an intimacy and exclaimed, “I love you, Sue. I love Sophie, but I love you. Don’t you think there could be as much love as possible”? As an answer to that, Sue approached and gave Bill a soft kiss.

They say formal goodbyes, but Bill remarked, “I can see down your top when you lean”.

Later, Bill and Alec spent the informal evening drinking the Macallan and eating the pie Sue left for them.

Bill knew he had to stop drinking alcohol, he wanted to go back home driving his car, and avoiding having to sleep in the spare bedroom in that house.

Nothing notorious seems to have occurred during the facts described in the story.

Finally, Sue returned home at about half past eleven, not very late in Alec’s opinion. She looked as before, with her natural inner light, after the “girls” night out.

When Bill asked Sue about her evening, she replied she had the “most wonderful evening”.

 

I think that, as in many other stories of this author, we can imagine different motives for the actions of the characters. Perhaps Bill was moved by old feelings, hidden in his heart, that reappeared at that moment of unexpected proximity with warm Sue.

Bill was moved when he saw the twins sleeping, remembering his own children. Was he resenting his words to Sue? Was he thinking about his friend Alec, who ignored what had happened?

And Sue, why was she so happy, because of her time with the girls, or because the feelings she provoked in her husband's friend?


QUESTIONS

-There is a word repeated several times, “decent”. What does this word mean for you?

-“Girls night”, “boys night”: what do people do in these nights? Why are they different?

-Alec says that the bottle of whiskey fell off the back of a lorry. Do you think it’s true? If not, why does he say that?

-Do women tend to dress more carefully than men (they are only wearing “woollens”), more “decorated”? In this sense, do you think women use more icons than men on the whatsapp conversations?

-Why didn’t Bill marry Sue? Don’t you think he excused his decision with poor arguments? So, why does he feel something for her now?

-Usually, people get less attractive when they grow old (they say). How can they reverse it? Or is it the way we see people?

-What made you suspect that that night she had tender feelings for Bill?

-Bill felt attracted by Sue’s attire (she shimmered). But there was also something in her personality that seduced Bill: what was it?

-We’re having again a question we’ve debated before: is it possible to love two girlfriends / boyfriends… at the same time?

-Why do you think she kissed him when he told her he loved her? Was his love for Sue platonic? Was it a loving kiss, or a compassionate kiss?

Why wouldn’t Bill like to spend the night in their spare room?

What do you know about the film Un rencontre (“Reencontrar el amor”, in Spanish), starring François Creuzet and Sophie Marceau?

Why do you think she wasn’t awkward in any moment?

Do you think she came earlier from her dinner because she wanted to see him?

In your opinion, her wonderful evening was because of the girls’ night or because what Bill said to her?

 

VOCABULARY

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