SUMMARY AND OPINION, by Begoña Devis
Hilary
and Sheila are two sisters, both daughters of a vicar's large and poor orthodox
family. The memories of their childhood and youth are not exactly happy:
endless queues to use the bathroom, scant food, a heater that hardly heats up,
fear of his belongings being stolen by his brothers, and, especially, the
figure of their mother, overwhelmed, permanently dishevelled, pregnant and with
a wild appearance that made people look at her in the street.
For all these reasons, when they both confess to each
other that they no longer believe in God, they decide that, in no way, they are
going to follow the family model, to have a conventional family, or
pregnancies, or children, or anything that remotely reminds them of how their
childhood has been. As escaping from this pattern is not so easy, because of
their status as women, they decide that Sheila, always more courageous and determined
(and probably the older one) will be the one to lead the way by going to the
university, so that, later on, Hilary would be also able to move away from the
place where they still reside.
When Sheila is already at the University of Bristol,
Hilary embarks on a hopeful bus trip to visit her. It is her first time away
from home, she is shy and rather unfriendly with people because she doesn't
know how to interact with them, and the trip makes her sick, but, despite this,
she feels happy. She hopes to meet her sister waiting for her at the station,
and then to go together to the Manor Hill residence, where she will be happily
ensconced.
But nothing goes as she expected. Instead of her
sister, a young man who seems ugly, short and very inattentive, comes to pick
her up at the station. She is forced to follow him through innumerable streets,
leaving behind the tower of the University, to reach a filthy building, poorly
lit, with hardly any water, where her sister and a group of friends live
illegally. Sheila is suffering great pains at this time, and everywhere there
are small buckets of blood, because she is having a miscarriage. The discovery
that her sister has had sexual relations, has become pregnant (by Neil, the
ugly boy who has been waiting for her in the
station, and who is not helping at all in that
situation) makes Hilary to be in shock, and changes their relationship forever.
On the other hand, her classmates seem to her unattractive, and more concerned
with drinking in pubs and consuming joints than studying. Hilary has a great
disappointment. She can’t understand how people who are on the lucky side of
life can behave so rudely and inappropriately, and she can even less understand
the attitude of her sister, always willing to please Neil, despite the fact
that he did nothing for her during her miscarriage, and that he is always
arrogant and pretentious. Hilary can’t recognize in Sheila the girl who had
always been her sister.
Finally, after a few days, Sheila accompanies her
sister to the station for the trip back home. They have made it very clear that
the family will never know anything about what happened, and they won’t ever
talk about it again.
On her way home, Hilary thinks that her life will
never change as much as her sister’s has, and she feels bewildered. Suddenly,
the landscape that she sees from the window seems beautiful to her, and she is
saddened by thinking that, when she'll die, she will stop seeing it; then she
thinks that she is already dead, and she cannot see it any more, but somehow she
is allowed to return to life, and so she decides to enjoy everything while she
has the opportunity to do it, down to the smallest detail.
PERSONAL OPINION
I think that Hilary and Sheila are very different,
even though they are sisters.
The only thing that unites them is the fact of not
wanting to form a family that follows the pattern of which they belong, and the
need to flee from there.
When Hilary visits Sheila at the University, her hopes
are dashed and her wishes changed. That was not the kind of life she expected
there, and much less the life she wanted for herself. For this reason, during
her trip back home, she suddenly finds herself appreciating the present: she
doesn’t like the past, and the future is uncertain, so she decides to
appreciate every second and every opportunity that the present offers to her.
QUESTIONS
-“She worried that she smelled of home.” Does every
house / home have a different smell? Why does she say “home” and not “house”?
-What do you think of priest getting married and
having a family? (Have you seen the film “Keeping the Faith”, “Más que amigos”
in Spanish)
-How can you notice that someone has dressed up to be
admired?
-Why did both sisters want to get far away from their
home and not to become like their mother?
-But Sheila is studying Classics, a bit as her father.
What kind of relationship is there between her and her father?
-Has religion or your opinions of the existence
of God to be a private question? Why do you think so?
-Do you think there is trust in a family when the
children don’t tell one another?
-In your opinion, why is their mother so disarranged?
-Why their mother’s pregnancies were humiliating for
both sisters?
-How can you define “provincial”?
-Why does the author describe the hospital as
something “sobering and impassive”?
-What do you think of the squatter movement?
-What do you know about Bluebeard story?
-Did you feel a difference between secondary school
and university in the students’ attitudes in front of subjects and exams?
-To go to university is being in the “lucky side”?
-What is for you the event that changes a child or a
teenager into an adult?
-In the story, Neil seems to be the “alpha male”
because of his intellectual power or his coolness? Is this kind of rank going
to disappear in the future?
-What do you know about the Oresteia? Do you
think it’s a kind of symbol in our story?
-When Hilary goes back home, the weather is cheerful. What
is the use of this for the story?
VOCABULARY
drawstring, navy school, school mac, Mothballs, Germolene,
spots, dribbled out, remonstrated with, fleshpots, flaunt, surreptitious, reading,
permed, hand-me-down, wellingtons, paltry, picked, palsy, entrist, beach
rounders, twin-tub washing machine, playpen, dun, larked, ropy, maimed, pinstriped
suit jacket, blue-rinsed, embossed, Brownie belt, squeak, dogged, daunting, quaint,
racked, bundling, toppling, leering, shifty, Hills, Shuggs, kicked out, mould, reel,
buckings, the halls, fractious, potties, tummy bug, studded, jug ears, lumpish,
duffel coat, perfunctory, estate, fumy, slum, debunking, beeting, harrowed, heaved
over, Brummie, small talk, shrank, gawky, lectures, skeins, haze, hummocky